From the recording Adrift
Lyrics
Been stuck all night in a war I'll never win
And I'm full steam ahead
Another sleepless night complete with all the accoutrements
But I’m still waiting for the Hollywood kiss in the end
If I could stay strong instead of caving in
If could stop myself from sinking
I’m not going down with the ship
I’m not going down, going down again
Cut to a moment of clarity burning my eyes again
Cop to a rash of decisions covering me again
Cut to the moment that made me begin to comprehend
It’s burning a hole in my stomach, and water is pouring in
If I could stay strong instead of caving in
If could stop myself from sinking
I’m not going down with the ship
I’m not going down, going down again
What if I said that I could not stay?
What if I said that I won't drown with you?